Fill The Night With Stories by Klose
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Summary:
A place to house my short ficlets as I write them, or the ones that I can't bring myself to post here as individual stories anyway. Most of these will just a couple of hundred words long.
#1 - "The Way That We Love" - Fingolfin/Anaire, very loosely based on theme of "Five Things Anairë Hates About Fingolfin". Written Dec'07.
#2 - "Inheritance" - a sort of missing moment story featuring Círdan and a very young Ereinion Gil-galad. Gen. Written Mar'10.
Major Characters: Anairë, Círdan, Fingolfin, Gil-galad
Major Relationships:
Genre: Drama, General, Humor, Romance
Challenges:
Rating: General
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Chapters: 2 Word Count: 1, 133 Posted on 8 April 2010 Updated on 8 April 2010 This fanwork is a work in progress.
The Way That We Love
Fingolfin/Anairë, very loosely based on theme of "Five Things Anairë Hates About Fingolfin".
I've interpreted Anairë's remaining in Aman as a choice made from the beginning, that is, she did not leave Tirion and turn back (as I've written in "Bonfires of Trust, Flashfloods of Pain", also posted on this site).
Written December 2007, originally posted on LiveJournal.
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The sight of Nolofinwë, and the knowledge that he is nearby, affects Anairë in ways she does not quite like. First comes the strange leaping in her chest, and the sudden quickening of her heartbeat - then, the irrational plotting to get his attention: perhaps by accidentally dropping her shawl in his vicinity or spilling her drink on him.
Anairë isn't sure who is more frustrating: him, for making her think these things, or her, for having these mad delusions in the first place.
He has only to look at her, his lips parted in an earnest smile, and she forgets to balk.
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"Twelve years in exile?" says Anairë, punctuating her words with a derisive laugh.
"It is harsh, do you not think?" says Nolofinwë.
"A babe would not even be full-grown by the end of that time. It is certainly no less than Fëanàro deserves, for what he did to you."
Nolofinwë does not reply.
"What happened next?" Anairë asks, sighing.
"I said that I would release him from his restitution, at the end of the twelve years."
Anairë tries not to sigh again. She almost wants to think he had done this, not so much out of brotherly love (or was it obsession, for all that it was requited?), but out of an awareness that doing so would better him in the eyes of their people.
It is terrible for her to hope that her husband was capable of such cunning and manipulation, she knows. But it seems to her that the alternative is worse; that he would be so naïve as to hope this would gain him Fëanàro's affection. Nolofinwë calls him brother; they are not brothers. What shared memories are there, where is the emotional connection?
Anairë wonders if she supposed to pity her husband, or slap him instead.
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The weeks of preparation for the departure to Middle-earth are filled with arguments and tears.
In the end, Anairë can only kiss her children goodbye, and bestow them with gifts. Cloaks and ornaments for all; way-bread for her sons, the secret of its making for her daughter.
For her husband, Anairë has nothing – for he is the one leading them on this misguided quest, away from Valinor, and away from her. Anairë carried each child in her womb and nurtured them - yet it is Nolofinwë who holds their hearts.
It is more than she can bear to give him.
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How many millennia have passed – how many since they left? The House that Nolofinwë built still stands proud in the heart of Tirion. The pillars remain, and the walls, but so much else has rotted to dust. Trinkets, books, clothing, vanity tables, sculptures and paintings… her marriage bed. Imprints of her family, succumbed to the ravages of time and mortality.
Fates they shared with their masters, for none of them returned, save for Itarillë. Anecdotes are passed about the glorious deaths of her children and husband, but it is senseless, all of it senseless. Lives of worth, bright burning flames, all cruelly extinguished.
They dwell now in the House of Mandos, but their specters remain in the halls of their old home: Findekàno, Turukàno, Arakàno, Irissë, Nolofinwë… always, always Nolofinwë.
Anairë would hate him, for taking everything from her, for leaving, for not coming back. For making her this bitter, bereaved creature that she is, she would hate him.
She would, but she does not. Fallen since the first time he smiled at her, when something deep within her stirred so potently that she has not forgotten it.
What Anairë does hate, however, is how even after all the years and anguish and loneliness - even after all of that, she still loves Nolofinwë.
Inheritance
A sort of missing moment story featuring Círdan and a very young Ereinion Gil-galad. Gen. Written Mar'10.
For the purposes of this ficlet, I assume that Gil-galad was Fingon's son.
Written for one of the Back to Middle-earth 2010 Challenges, specifically for Belegost: A character loses something seemingly mundane that possesses great personal importance or value. What does he or she do to recover it?
Rather rough & unpolished, but still readable, I hope.
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Círdan eyed the shivering heap of blankets opposite him, and decided against harsh words. There had been enough of those today.
"I expect you've learnt your lesson," he said, leaning back in his chair. That was one benefit of near-death experiences, at least, although Círdan was certainly not going to say that to Mallael. She had been hysterical enough to see her young son floundering in the chaotic waves. Ereinion was quite a frisky child, but even for him, jumping off a pier and into choppy waves was a bit much. Fortunately, there had been several fisherman about who could swim, and they were able to fish the boy out before any great damage was done.
"The first thing for tomorrow is to teach you how to swim," Círdan continued, watching carefully for his young charge's reaction. The blankets bobbed up and down, agreeing with this statement.
Círdan waited several moments before speaking again, appreciating the warmth provided by the fireplace on that cold autumn night. No doubt Ereinion, chilled to the bone following his sea excursion, was just as appreciative, if not more.
"So," he said finally, keeping his voice gentle. "Would you like to tell me what happened today?"
A sniffle, followed by a hand poking out from one of the blankets. A gold coin lay upon the palm, and Círdan leaned in for a closer look. Two trees, standing side by side, one embellished with silver.
"Who gave you this?" asked Círdan quietly, though he suspected that he knew the answer already.
"Ada," came the reply, muffled by the thick blankets.
Círdan sighed. It all made sense now. The boy had nothing left of his father but his memories, and his mother's. And this coin, apparently.
"I think your father would have preferred to keep you alive," Círdan said drily. "Even if it meant losing his token. He sent you here to keep you safe, after all."
Ereinion stiffened, and the blanket covering his head fell back. He said nothing, but the scowl on his face spoke volumes.
"My meetings with Findekáno were few and far-between," said Círdan thoughtfully. "But I remember enough to know that your eyes are as grey and round as his, and seeing your mother's golden tresses, there can be no doubt that he gave you his thick dark hair. Most certainly, you share his smile."
Ereinion's expression turned pensive - a rather amusing sight on one so young, Círdan couldn't help but think. Their eyes met, then, but there was nothing comical about his piercing gaze. It wasn't just reminiscient of Fingon, but also of Fingolfin, and even Finwë. There was no doubt Ereinion had the blood of kings flowing in his veins. Círdan just had to make sure the boy stayed alive long enough to show the full extent of it.
"You only need look in the mirror to see things that your father has left you, Ereinion."
The boy leaned back in the armchair, further wrapping the blankets around him. Some time passed before he finally spoke.
"The coin is shiny, though."
Círdan laughed. Clearly, Ereinion had inherited the Noldorin obsession for anything that gleamed from his father, as well.
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